Set the Stage -
- Arrival. (5') No one of HS team is visible, mystical background photo and screenshot - see belwo. Once all students are there, HS team emerges on screen- all with a hood.
- This music plays in the background.
- When all the graduates are present, Caro rings the gong and fades out them music
- The facilitators emerge wearing druid hoods like this. All have swords and torches.
- Zoom backgrounds
Instructions in Screenshot for those joining on zoom - Caro
Welcome, from the archmages of Human Systems. Before we start, please locate
- AΒ sword and a source of fire. (If you are stuck, a chef's knife and a candle will do, but ideally a big flaming torch and a sword.)
- A new value you discovered in class you want to share (maybe because it's beautiful or because it's hard to live by)
- An insight into what you approach differently now or something you game up with (game, redesign..)
Appreciations & Sharing - Nathan
Trainer with the relevant appreciation calls forth the student. "I Carolin of the South, call forth Gorgast from the West."
Each person draws their sword, holds it up and says "I, Gorgast, am here from the West." Or whatever.
Trainer shares appreciation (a lovely moment (or several) that we had with them). Then asks for the below.
I really liked when "..."
Danilo - Nathan
Appreciation: slow flow when talking
π³ relaxed - enjoy the passing of time, allow yourself space to feel into what you have to say and to absorb what others contribute
Buster - Anne
Appreciation: the way you spoke of your challenging emotion story in the SF class.
π³ sober tenderness - Hold myself with care and tenderness as I soberly face reality and share what is raw and unresolved.
Sanna - Joe
Sara: Nathan
Appreciation: Sara shifting from bulldog mode to self-care in space jamming session
Follow your body and mind like you follow the breath in Kundalini. Be a conduit for tenacious energy (inhale) and relax into self care (exhale)
π³ Value - Accept the limits of what's possible right now, trusting that time will open things up again
Name:
Josh: Joe
Appreciation: When he salvaged his own situation with peter limberg ?
Name:
James: Anne
Appreciation: That time we shook and made faces for 5 minutes in the middle of the class and I had a sense of being embodied humans on a meadow, more than minds in a virtual world. (Anne)
π³ Value -
To bend & break plans & frames to bring what is present & raw in bodies and in people to the fore.
Appreciation: That time he got into a weightlifting contest with Joe
Name:
β> A new value I discovered in class I want to share, and why? (Maybe because it's beautiful, because it was surprising or it's an edge value)
β> something I approach differently now or something I came up with (game, redesign..)
β> What are you most looking forward to doing with your new skills
We don't share our values
Commitments - Anne
For a moment now, we'll see into the futures. Some of them, we don't have endless time. Two. Two is good today. When we look into the future, we do so to discover where we stand right now and orient our next stepsβthose in the coming 20 minutes, the next three days, two dozens days ahead of us.
Are you ready? Ok. Close your eyes. Find your feet. Track the top of the head. Everything in place? Let's begin.
Here is path one. It comes into being only minutes from where we left off β you feel queasy about some of the stuff you learnt. inept. unskilled. it feels kinda mucky. you move on to stuff you are good at. it feels good to feel capable. the days pass by and whirl up problems, as they've always done. some of the concepts knock on your mind, wanting to help you out. Emotions to values. Hard Steps. Structural features. Norms, goals, ideological commitments. But you have ways of doing things that have worked for a long time, and they work again, more or less. This path is so similar to that other one, where you never took part in human systems. Hm.
The time carpet is tensing and condensing. We should move on.
Here is the other path, the second one. This smells like the very near future, this moment where you find words for what you don't get. you find sentences for your doubts and scepticism. you reach out. who do you reach out to? what do you ask? they take the time to listen. some of the stuff you bring up they see as well and have no answer to. you speak again, two weeks later. still no answers, but the conversations are good.
one of the people in this call reaches out, asks if you want to practice. or is it you who reaches out? who do you want to practice with? what do you want to ask them to practice with you? can you imagine the sentence you might say? can you taste what it feels like to speak? they say yes. a small drop of relief in your shoulders. you practice and while it is still hard in the beginning, it is also fun. it feels good to connect with this human on the other side of this screen while you stay at home.
years later, you meet them in person. you think back to the conversations, to that one snippet you shared and felt shy about, raw and a bit uncomfortable. they tell you then that it changed their life β one thing they struggled with became easier, just a tiny bit, and they haven't forgotten that.
you fight with your partner. or your mom. anger is what you feel. twenty minutes later, on your walk, you find the picture on your phone with the feeling words and questions to ask yourself. you have a hunch about the value that you care about and when you are back from your walk, you find words for it. they understand something about you they couldn't see before. the weekend turns out connected and kinda sweet. you'll fight again, later, and then you won't know what to do. but sometimes, some fights, you come in contact with yourself and help them come in contact with what you value. you feel elated.
here is another moment β there is a project you are working on. in one meeting you manage to resolve a quarrel between two colleagues. their goals conflict, their values don't. you feel proud that you manage to point your finger at that.
when you talk with one of the people at the event you are hosting, you discover something they care about you never thought about. you adjust how you welcome guests to your events. they notice and thank you three weeks later.
Take a step back, out of that future.
Take a breath. Make a step forward, into that other future where you stick to what you knew before this course. What goes missing in that one? What will you not explore, not discover, not experience? What are you passing by, in your relationships, your work, your self-discovery? What relationships that spawned here whither? What changes that could have been will not be?
Take a moment to sit with that. Map it out. Let it sink in.
20'' break
Trace back: what will be hard about using any of this? Where will you get stuck? What holds you back? What shoulds keep you from naming and exploring the coulds on the way? And who can help? And how will you ask them for help?
20'' break
Take a step back. Take a breath. Feel your skin, the chair, the temperature of the room you are in. Where are you right now? Look around the room you are in. There is a screen. There is people in the screen. They are waving at you.
Valley of Despair - Joe (trainers participate)
"what they most look forward to doing with their new skills" β is it possible?
- Despair - Admission that we have no idea what it takes
- Emotions to values on the despair
- What way of living seems impossible?
- What becomes more important?
- What would nurture the thing that seems impossible?
- Sharing and formation of brotherhoods
- Share
- Is anyone inspired?
- Would anyone like to create a practice space?
All say: "Gorgast and Gwennyth have formed a brotherhood."
Knighting and Kick-Out - Serge
- Serge tells students they will be knighted and kicked out
- Appreciator knights student and kicks them out of room
- "May your path be full of obstacles that you can identify and build fruitful redesigns for. rise Sir 'Name'"
- After you shared, brotherhoods form, next person shares.
"I, Gorgast, am inspired by my sister Gwennyth's value of looking at objects with an intent to see the holes in them like if they were swiss cheese. I would like to spend 30 minutes doing this with her."
"In addition, I will be available to modify systems in her life to make room for this value."